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Dear peeps, I'm transferring everything onto another blog, will not continue to write here.

Here's the link,

http://cwengan.blogspot.com/

Thanks for supporting and reading my blog! Much love. ♥ 

Let The Sun Shines On You ♥

I always receive comments saying that I'm a very confident and strong person. I can't neither say I am or am not cause we, humans, have flaws and cannot be perfect and there's always something that you somehow feel insecure in. It may be because you're fat or stupid, I don't know, whatever it is you just have to get rid of that feelings or thoughts. Of course it won't be easy, don't you realize it's harder to achieve things that will make you happy and satisfy? That's just life and yes, it sucks.

Alright, you're a little confused. Let me tell you something about me. I'm 160cm tall, don't doubt, I just appear to be taller cause I'm super skinny. I usually eat like an elephant but no matter how much I eat, I just won't gain weight. It's a happy/sad issue, I can't tell which. And this, this particular reason, left me unsatisfied with no boobs and ass. You know what I mean, visible curves, cleavage, those which looks really good in bikinis. So sad, I mean, if I don't have that, at least let me have a 170cm height so that I can still look good like a runway model, someone like Keira Knightley.

Well, my point is, I'm not happy with my boobs but there's nothing that I can do about it right? Nonononono, I don't want to have fake boobs, I don't mind others doing this, but not me. So when there's nothing that you could do to fix it, then leave it and try to look past it. Don't hold on to the unhappy issues you have, it's like holding grudges against your ex. :(

What you have to do is let go, smile and tell yourself that you're so much better than so many people out there, there's always someone who has worse problems than you so why be sad? When I feel sad about my boobs, I tell myself, 'hey! At least I can eat whatever I want!' unlike some people out there having a dilemma whether or not to have an ice-cream or diet coke. That's just so depressing. (Good luck in losing weight though!) :]

And the most important thing! Stop feeling sorry for yourself as if the world did you wrong. You know it's really pathetic letting your friends to see you like this most of the time? You never listen when your friends tell you that you're all fine. You shut yourself inside a dark room, now slide open that curtain and let the sun shines on you. :]

Head held high, shoulders back, smile. You can have the world spinning for you. :)

Best wishes to you! ♥

♥ Lala's 21st Birthday Party

Skipping all those details on how us girls prepared ourselves to attend the party, we started the night having dinner at the Italiannies. A big thank you to Kar Seong who paid for my dinner and for being my driver for a day, oh, and the chocolates. :')

Also, am very happy to know some new awesome friends. Crazy ones. Owh don't worry, will introduce them one by one later with photos. :]

This, is the birthday boy, or should I say, the birthday man, Lala, and of course with his girlfriend. :]


The lovely girls I've met. Kristen. Artemis. Chilly. Eve. *Clockwise starting from top left* Single or not? Ask them, I have no idea. LOL

DJ Mong for that night. Fantastic baby made everyone fly up high. :D

The lengzais. Okay, I only know 4 of them. I suck I know. AHAHAH! Don't worry, will get closer after some hangouts. ;)
Next coming on, sweet couples rule the world.

Jesse and his girl. Ma de, so dang dui. Beh tahan. >.<

I don't know this couple but oh, who cares, they're so sweet. When will it be my turn to be like this? :/

OMG. Didn't know my partner is a gay. :O

And, the ultimate Lan Yeng Duo. It's dark in there and they're still wearing shades. =.= God knows why.

This hot Chilly was trying to get all the guys. Carson. Chon Khee. Kar Seong.

Seducing the poor Chon Khee. He was trying to say, 'Don't rape me missy.' :P
So for the payback, I did this. *Evil laughs*

Proved: Look at her face. AHAHAHAHA! :P
Some group photos before heading home and beds. Pst pst, if you noticed, Lala was completely wasted. ;) ♥

This is my favorite pic for the night cause I somehow look gorgeous here. Okay, you may shoot me down for being such a narcissist. :P

Ciao everyone. :]

Happening

I'm literally doing nothing during the time where I suppose to sleep. FML. So instead of wasting my precious time I'm actually thinking of what to write in this post. Hmm. What happened to me recently?

I don't remember pretty much of them, but what I did was meeting bunch of new friends. All guys, jealous? It was Kar Seong's birthday on 26th of Feb so we went to Mist on 24th the Friday. Danced danced danced, drink drank drunk. Well, not me but the birthday boy. And he's the one who's suppose to send me back. >.< It's your birthday so I forgave you. No more next time.

Bad news, I LOOK LIKE A BAD GIRL cause NONE of them believe that it was only my 4th time going to club. Oh wait, maybe I am. :O

Had a great time then got sick. Ugh, thanks to all the smokers there. Good luck in your long-term suicide. Please don't tell me all those bullshit on why you smoke and can't pull yourself out of it. I can only say that I have self-discipline to stop after trying it for a week. My friends quit smoking even after years, so why can't you do it? Please don't kill me for being an innocent 2nd-hand smoker. Thank you very much for your co-operation. :)

Besides that, I hate liars, so don't lie to me. It feels like you're deceiving me in a way cause I'm giving you all my trust, I treat everyone sincerely. So think twice before you say something to me cause it'll be extremely difficult to get a second chance from me.

Shuly's Birthday ♥

A bad habit that I'm still having and loving to do is, procrastinate. Evidence? My friend's birthday is on 06022012, but I'm only blogging about it now. :P

Shuly is the birthday girl. The lucky girl I can say, cause she has one of the best boyfriend in the world, my best friend, Skyler. Okay, maybe not when they're quarreling. That's the worst disaster. :O Well anyway, the reason why I say that she's lucky is, look at the cake he made for her!! :D ♥♥♥ All handmade. 16 varieties of fruits! O.O

I present you the cute couple! :] ♥

Ling Che and Aries, the best friends who purposely came from Bidor, Perak to give her a surprise. Planned by Skyler. It was quite successful but, we want to see you cry but why you no cry?!

Finally me with the birthday girl. And on your right, Jas.

Knowing that all the bears were soon to be removed, we decided to take some pictures with them. And that was my first time to actually have a good look at them. 

Trying to tickle the bear. Failed. :/  

My childhood friend and I. Leopard print is the way to go! :D 

The pretty Shuly. 

Oh, I personally really like this one. Especially her facial expression. Or should I say, no expression at all? LOL

The tb's. Lan yeng. =.=

The 3 in black posing in front of the Prada shop.

My long lost sister, Ling Che aka Xiao Bai. Isn't she cute? Hehe! ;)

Later on, i-City and some steakhouse which I have no idea where it was after the 2 pretty Ms. Kampung left. By the way, i-City. Sucks FULLSTOP

I'm such a lazy bum to say another word. Let's just finish this post with a photo of the present Ling Che and Aries prepared for Shuly.

The ultimate gift box. Wish I could receive that. ;) ♥

Have a great day everyone! :)

Steven Was Here!

Steven, a friend of mine from primary, came back from Australia a few weeks ago. We hung out for a couple of days cause it was long ago since we spend time together. He can't come back last time cause he was trying to get the PR there. So yeah, we were stuck together day and night.LOL

Met up at Pavilion for the first day, cause he wanted to shop for his friends in Australia, and of course, his sweetheart. Can't stop aww-ing when he told us about his girlfriend. Awww. :]

Eating at food court. Had a great time talking about. Erm, 18SX stuff.LOL

Walked around, having no idea in what to do next, suddenly Steven mentioned something about the fish spa, so here we went. Kenko Fish Spa! RM38 for 30minutes. Not bad. Just don't waste too much time on the shouting and chicken out part. I know it's hard, BUT we made it and eventually stayed in the tank that has the biggest fishes. ;)

Then, Steven, Janine and I decided to try Shisha at a Turkish restaurant, placed just beside Levain. We ordered some food and got the Shisha for freeeeee! Terms & Conditions applied. I think it must be before 7pm. Not sure though, feel free to ask the waiters there. :]

And my hair, looked so ridiculous in there. HAHA!

Suren! Our king of shisha. Look at those smoke! There's only 1 conclusion, he has huge lungs. :O

The one who smoked like a fish. You know what I'm talking about? LOL 

At night, went to a mamak near to Steven's house and called Renlord (another primary friend who ALSO went to Austrlia) out. Together with his girlfriend, Kim. Loving this family photo. ♥

Oh, forgot to say, I drove to Pavilion under their surveillance, which gave them all a heart attack. But it was alright... I guess? :/

Day 2

Again, with the old gang. Janine. Jess. Michelle. Him. Suren and I.

Pool in the morning, how's that! Hahaha!

Steve was giving his best shot. After all, we won 2 rounds. *Give me 5* :]

Busy discussing their strategies.

KLCC afterwards, Being like some little kids wandering around the candy shop. Oh I feel young again, for a moment.

Look at him. His pose.LOL AHAHHAH! :D

Thanks Steve, for the biscuits and cookies you brought for us ALLLLLL the way from Australia. It's gooood. Wanted to hang out with you more, but I had to go to S'pore and you went back already. Will miss you a lot, so do come back soon.

Really enjoyed our times together, and yeah, it certainly was intense. That's what you're going to say, right? Heheh! :D ♥