im back from shower! i kind of like my hair colour now.

but have to see 1st, in case it's not really how it looks now.

after hanging out with CK, im actually kind of surprised and overwhelmed when i realized that he actually remembers everything i told him before.

it's kind of funny that i cant remember that i told him before. =P

but something made me frustrated. my sister sms-ed me just now, she said i got 2 choices now.

1st, continue SAM and start having tuitionssssss.

the 2nd one, change to Nottingham's foundation.

well to be honest, i dont want both. although my SAM is really bad right now, i still dont want to go to tuitions.

i already feel so stressed right now and you still want me to take tuition classessss?! wth man! T^T

next, Nottingham foundation?! it sounds kind of great huh.

well you know what?! it's at some kampung area that i dont even remember the name. the campus is nice, yes i know. but no! i dont want to move from KL!!

hate my life that i have to make my choice out of no choice!

im sorry dear readers, especially i know some friends of mine are constantly checking out my blog. =]

few days ago, i smoked. most of my friends were very shocked when i told them bout it.

it's not that i think smoking is something i would be proud of.

but im proud that at least i have the guts to tell my friends around me.

i used to hate smokers especially ladies that smoke.

but now, i dont think i have the right to dislike them.

cause I,myself smoked too. i cant say that i love them, but it was kinda okay for me.

fyi, i got partners in crime but i dont want to tell you who was it.

i dont want anyone to judge her(i just gave you a tip), it's her right to be quiet.

another thing is, i went out with me ex, CK today.

i know what you are thinking, well, ask me privately. =]

we watched Sex and The City 2! it's super nice, i love this movie so much!

we did some shopping, camwhoring. though there were some silent moment, i had a
great time with him! =]

oops, got to go. im dying(bleaching) my hair. have to go shower now.

tata!

aaahhhh! its a lovely friday night again. time really flies weih. T.T

and then the next thing i know is----aaawwwwhhhh! its monday......dang!

tzher k'ng is leaving for STPM.

he's out of my everyday life dy.

no more heart to heart talk with him.

no one teman me to wait for my car.

no one to be there for me when i need to talk bout my emo stuff.

this is really so sad when everyone i start to get close with are leaving one by one.

1st gerald, then shawn. and now? tzher k'ng.

i cannot say that im emotionally close to gerald and shawn, but having them in my college life it's very wonderful.

they can make me go like crazy and forget bout my stress for a while.

tzher k'ng, ill miss you so badly. really.

it would be very weird that i cant see you anymore.

i know i know, you can still come back and i can go penang to look for you.

but it's still different larh. T____________T

actually just now i have a lot to tell but suddenly i just dont know what to say.

anyway, i really hope that you would do well in your STPM.

and same goes to you, if there's anything you wanna talk bout, call me, anytime.

even if i dint pick up, ill text you when i saw your misscall. =]

today, there's 2 ppl broke down in class just now.

i dont really know what happened, but i hope they are ok.

and to someone, we do worry bout you larh, just dont know how to ask. =]

anyway, saw one tv commercial just now.

so nice larh, watch until my tears were rolling in my eyes.

aiyarh, tried to find you the ads one, but dont have larh.

too bad. faster go in front of the tv and wait for that commercial. lol =]

it's bout a guy made a video bout him and his gf's for a proposal.

they dont have any lines in that commercial but it's really very touching larh.

when i saw it i went like, aaaaawwwhhhhhhh. sooo sweeeeeeeet... ^_________^

i hope my future husband would do that. lol