Gosh, I'm helping the spiders to build their home sweet home.
No kidding, I'm damn bored at home. But I guess this kind of life would end soon. Why?
*Drum rolls* I'm going to S'pore tomorrow morning! Yeeepeeeeeee!! =]
It's been a long time since I last visit S'pore and that was a hell long time ago.
Dad is going to drive, and I'm in charge of getting myself some sleep on the seats behind. =]
Will stay at my sister's house since she's working there.
Huuhuuuu! She promised to bring me to shopping and jalan-jalan cari makan.
And wtf! She's bringing me to the Universal Studio!!
Every friends of mine said they had soooooo much fun during their visit, so yeah!
Let me experience the fun-ness myself. Hhahaahah! =]
Besides that, I really got nothing to be happy about.
My life sucks right now. Seriously.
Gaaahhhh! I feel so lonely, really want someone to be there for me when I need him.
Hold him whenever I feel cold.
To be my bolster when I sleep at night.
Boast about him to my friends when I feel like it.
But I don't want that someone to be anyone cause I don't want to go through it again.
I have quite numbers of ex-es and I was not fooling them or myself!
It's just I hate to be alone, hate to feel like there's no one that stand by my side and accompany me to do all the stupid things that I want to. *Sob sob*
I want someone that can make me feel relaxed when I'm with him. =]
Someone that will make me feel secure.
When will I ever find this person who would be in love with someone selfish like me?
Guess I would just have to wait.
I Love You! My Future Boyfriend
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