Weeeee! After so long, I am finally going to the Undang seminar at Ulu Langat this coming Sunday with Jasmine Lum. And thank god Uncle William told me not to wear until too sexy, cause if he doesn't, I think I would wear something short.lol =]

He changed his status into a relationship. Hmm, I'm not sure what I should feel about this cause somehow, it makes me think that what he said to me before this were not true. His cousin told me that he's still crazy over me, and I'm the one who said we should let go each other. But I don't feel that good though. And please don't ask me whether I still have feelings for him cause I seriously have no idea. But I hope that he won't turn into a playboy because of what I did. I sincerely hope that both of us will find someone who's more appropriate for us. =]

My elder sister came back from S'pore yesterday night and dragged me from my bed to check out all my new stuffs from her. She bought Coach and Calvin Klein bags and purses for me and of course my mom, not to forget all those clothes. But she only got a few clothes for me as the sizes there are too big for me. Oh, I mean USA. She got me the pink Poppy Edition bag, the one above. Can't find the purse online, lazy to take picture and upload. She also got dad and brother some shirts and trousers too. And lots of Clinique products cause I heard that it's about half the price cheaper than M'sia in USA from this cute guy working at the Clinique, The Gardens. Don't misinterpret my meaning, I mean those girlish cute. You know larh, most guys working on the 1st floor are a bit, most of them larh, okay? =]

The funniest thing that happened to me yesterday night is, my brother sent me some sms to tell me about how he misses us a lot and how much he loves his family blah blah blah. My first reaction was, "are you drunk?". He replied, "a bit, I just want you to know that I love you all okay. Don't think that I don't." AHAHHA! Guess what I replied?! Damn, can't imagine I just said that yesterday to my brother. I said, "okay okay, we love you too! Omg, so yok mah. Go home and sleep earlier. =]" OMGOMGOMG! I really still can't believe myself. Eesshh! But I really hope that he's doing fine cause he's not acting normally. hahaha! ♥

Oh oh, another happy news is, my brother's dog gave birth to 2 huge Maltipoo puppies. It's Maltese and Poodle. Going to my brother's house to see them tomorrow.

Oh peeps, I might be moving to Putra Heights as my parent want to renovate this old old house either to rent it or to move back in in future. Hmmm, don't really feel that happy except knowing that I will have a completely furnished room according to my preferences. I'll miss Janine and Skyler, which are living 5minutes away from me, and all those Cheras friends and of course, the mamak stall at Taman Connaught. =/



Want to watch drama with my dad now, goodnight peeps. ♥

I'm very fragile, in fact, more than you can ever imagine. Many people said that a lady's heart is as fragile as glass, but mine is more than that. I may not look like one, I may look very confident and strong as if nothing would bring me down but deep down within me, I'm not. Only the closest friends of mine would know what I mean by now.

Many people said that I shouldn't complain. From their point of view, I look classy and cherished by me parents, but if you're not me, how could you ever know the truth, that what life I'm living now.

Yes, I admit that my parents love me so much. I'm the youngest daughter in this family, and as everyone knows, the youngest is always daddy's favourite girl. But the truth is, the more they love you, the more you would feel the stress from them because you know, you're the last hope of your parents.

My parents, especially my dad is not satisfied with my elder siblings and eventually, every burden and stress are on my shoulder, and I can't breathe.

I personally think that my siblings are already good enough, I am, somehow proud of what they did because they are my brothers and sister, my closest of all for the lifetime.

My eldest brother studied in King's College, UK and is currently struggling for a living there. My second brother never finished his studies in college but now he has his own hand-phone stall. Lastly my elder sister, is now working as a manager in Singapore. What more can you ask?

I think the most important thing in life is to stay happy, not living to compete with the others and in the end, are you really happy? You might be working for Donald Trump, living a great lifestyle and being better than your relatives and friends, but the question is, deep down in your heart, are you happy? Well, maybe to some people, it is. But to me, I am seriously not happy with that, to be competing with the one I love or care by judging them and sometimes, throwing stones at them. Is this how you enjoy your life?

I remember that my grades were very good before standard 3, because I want my dad to be happy, to be proud of me. But somehow, he never compliments me for trying my really best. I remember getting the 3rd Place in my class after trying so hard just because my dad weren't satisfied with the 8th place I got before that. I really gave my best shot but again, just when I was happily thinking that my dad would finally be proud of me, he said to me in this teasing tone, "what are you happy for, do you think that this is good enough? Why 3rd instead of 1st?" Since that day, I realized that even my best won't make my dad satisfy, I was very disappointed. From that day, I just stop trying. I got 34th the next year when I was in standard 3. Even though I got better grades after that, but still I started to hate studying, I became rebellious. I don't study even when my dad beats me. You will never imagine what my dad did to me in these years. I was deeply cut and would never recover. That's why I can be broke easily, even if I was just talking about this to my friends, I cry very easily.

I hate my relatives for turning my dad into a monster. It's their fault, all because they love to show people especially my dad how awesome they are. They did not cherished what my dad had done for them, what my dad had sacrificed just because he loves his brothers more than anything in the world! Without my dad, they would be nothing. Things they are having now are blessings from my dad, still, they don't know how to appreciate and be thankful. They even back-stabbed my dad. Even if you read my blog, and know what I'm thinking now, I still want to speak up. Fuck you hard for treating my dad this way! I will never forgive you even if you give me a lot of presents cause I know that you're not sincere at all. Boo you for believing in God, you disgust me! I pray that He see this and all your sins.

Weeeeee! I was so happy yesterday. Daddy bought me a pair of peach colour Converse shoe! =] He's been very nice to me recently, as in super nice. We shopped a lot, kept on buying things for me while mom just standing there non-stop nagging me and trying to stop dad from spoiling me.
But of course not everything also buy larh, obviously, I still haven't got my iPhone 4. *sob sob* And my elder sister also haven't reply my email bout it yet. sigh. T.T

We actually went to Klang to have Bak Kut Teh in the morning. Finally found one which was not bad, cause the one we wanted to go was not open. 
Then straight to Jusco, Bukit Tinggi which was just beside of our restaurant. Wanted to go Padini Concept so freaking much but sigh, not much time left. And woah, you think shopping in Jusco is lame? Well, actually it's a big no no, it was very nice in there, seriously can fight with Mid Valley, Megamall. I'm not kidding here, I too was so shocked and surprise the moment I got in there. =/They have all those stores most people need, Padini. G2000. Subs. Nichii blah blah blah. Surprise, not?

And I definitely got to get my Nichii short pants. Not super nice but at least it's a type that I haven't got and it's affordable. Must go shopping with my girls someday. Weeeeeee! ^__________^

100th Post

Oh god, after years this is only my 100th post. I'm so freaking slow I know.

It should be a very special post but I'm blogging now just because I'm so bored, nothing to do now. I'm looking for stuff to do. I posted on my siblings' walls asking for different things. =]

I am currently craving for Dim Sum, shall wake my parents soon after I post this. =] I miss having Dim Sum at Yumcha, Singapore with my elder sister. It's not cheap, but the food were super nice. All the pork and prawns were fresh and they're not cheating by using some small small prawns. Can't show you the pictures as they're all with my sister. Asked her to upload for more than thousands times already but still not responding. Sigh. =.=

My brother said he wants to give me a Blackberry Bold 9000 instead of iPhone 4, but...It's so old. Others' Blackberries are using track-pads but that is using track-ball. Damn old right? You might be saying that I'm spoil, but have this in your mind. I have never choose a phone for myself, none at all. The phones I've used or the phone I'm using now, none of them was my choice, and I'm only realized it recently. That's why I'm so stubborn in this issue now. T.T

A random shout out, I love to flirt. ♥

Did you guys realize that I don't really blog unless there's a hangout day or maybe something big? Sorry larh, I know I'm not really a good blogger, cause seriously nothing much that's big enough to blog about it here and I don't want to bore you guys with that too. See, I'm so nice. Hahahah! But you have to bear with my perasan-ness.lol =]

So, I went to Sunway Pyramid, again. Jovi was the first one to reach there waiting for me to come. Took taxi, again and spent some time paktoh window shopping with him then Clandia and her friends came. There was this girl named Pav, we just call her Curry Puff cause it's easier to remember. Can't really remember the rest as I didn't really get to know them, but no worries, we'll have more time in the future. We started to skate around 5pm then ended around 7.30pm. Really thanks to Janine. Clandia and especially Jovi for accompanying me though I was kind of slow. And really thanks a lot to Vincent for making me fell on the wet wet ice while he's show off-ing his skills, though he claimed that it was an accident, and had fun bullying me. Eeshh!

Then it was Clandia's favourite time of all----- ♥ Dinner Time! Headed to PapaRich with Eimunn the late comer, but I really appreciate it as she's damn busy and stress since her college started. ♥ Heart you so much babe! Get to know some very funny weird guys Naj. Kamal and Roshan cause basically they laughed even for little things, like my name. Hahahah! And oooh, Naj is in the Ice Hockey Team, how cool is that!! Oh, he was also wearing this cool T-shirt, Oral Me and guess what?! Vincent said yes as a reply.lmao  =D

So basically I was having a great time with everyone. Hope everyone can join next time. =]

Ooohh! Micah said he's going to give me a photo shoot when we hangout next time. Yeeaaayyyy! =]

Just wanted to type, but not sure what. So I guess I'll just have to follow the flow and see what it is. Lame I know, but if you're like me, staying at home everyday since I quit SAM in July, you'll know how it feels like to be like me.

Went to Garden's Isetan to shop with my parents on last Friday. Didn't know it was the member day until we reached there and saw loads of cars queuing to get into the parking lots. We went in and looked for parking for around 40minutes, crazy right? So we shopped and shopped, voila! My mom and I bought about RM300 worth of new clothes each. My dad? Pity him though cause he didn't get to buy anything as he already has all types of clothes in every color. So it's not really our fault to shop for so long in the ladies department. =P

Oh, before that, we went to Damas Shopping Mall to meet some Dato then I asked Yasmine to meet me at the Mamak there since she's at the college. And guess what, dad kept on teasing me in front of her. Aiyorh, really no face mann. Eeshh! =( But gosh, I miss her so much weih, always not free to hangout with The Clique, sigh. I think we'll just have to wait for another month till her exam is over. =/

And I also met U-Ping's bodyguard there, he still looks so handsome. Hahahah! I mean it, he got those very nice manly look. =] Who's U-Ping? I'll give you a big hint, pst pst, Berjaya Time Square. Got it? lol But I haven't seen him since ages, but I know he's studying in Garden's International now. My mom doesn't like him cause she thinks he must be very alike with his dad(which everyone thinks that he's an asshole, oops! Except for me, I don't judge people whom I haven't met) but I don't think he's cocky like other rich ass guy, at least towards his friends. I'm still looking forward to see him, someday. =]

Came out from The Garden's around 10pm then straight to WongKok, Leisure Mall to meet my friends, Chloe and Jasmine. Suddenly I remember that I didn't bring my house key with me, so we head home around 2am. But before that, Chloe let me drove her car in the car park without the *ahem*. Phew, nothing happened though, don't worry. =]

And can I sue my No Brain-Neighbor? I', serious, I really really hate them, they are polluting the air now(Open air burning). Plus, affecting my health. Argh! Don't they ever think for a second? =.= Gosh! NO RESPECT AT ALL!

OMGOMGOMG! I had the most freaking awesome night ever with this bunch of crazy people. Ms. Tomato. Eimunn. Aaron. Ms. Cyrus. Marissa. Jovi. Joel. Donavan. YuWei. And lots more. Sry, I don't really remember your names cause I just met you guys that day. =]

Before that, we went to this Summer Steamboat Restaurant to have our dinner. There were around 20people if I'm not mistaken, it was fun as I get to know a few new friends. All of them were very nice and friendly, and funny too. Gosh! I love your friends so much larh. =] I remember that they were quite surprised that Yuan and I can actually eat a lot cause I kept on asking them whether they are full or not as I'm not really getting full myself. Fyi, do not disturb Yuan when she's eating. She will get very clumsy and drops her chopsticks or the big soup spoon. AHAHAHA! =] But overall, she's very cuteeeee, according to the very cuteeeee Marissa. =] Too bad that Yuan had to leave earlier and not following us to Mist Club.

Another thing is, this Mr. Aaron arh, kept on doing the wrong things on the road. We nearly got banged 3 times you know?! OMG! His driving is freaking crazy man.lol Some more gave us a very NICE memory that we were kind of lost while looking for Mist. It was some of our 1st time to club and damn, we got lost by following his car. XD There was this part that we went into this one way-road. Oh god, everyone at the mamak stall was looking at us and some of them even showed us their middle finger. I was like, eh wtf! Yeah I know we shouldn't came in here, but so what, it's none of your business man, just keep on eating your roti tisu okay! Gggrrrrr! 

At last, we reached Mist! Yeeaaaayyyyy! =] Girls got in for free as long as you come before 12am, but I pity the guys larh, have to pay like RM100++. oowwwhhhhhh. =]

Jovi and I drank quite lots of beers and Black Label but he's more crazier than me, he bottomed up a glass of pure Black Label man.Wahhh.

Most of us got really high and rocked ourselves hard but there were a few of them were getting tired and dizzy. AHAHAHA! =] 

Wahhh, I realized that I can be very very crazy when I got high. I can even danced with guys I don't know and having him holding my waist. Okay okay, I know I'm really crazy but he's not touching anywhere other than that, so I thought it was okay larh, as long as he doesn't simply move his hand around. But horh, this Ms. Tomato was very sensitive and worried about me that she quickly pulled me towards her and scolded me for being so not careful, and Ms. Cyrus immediately blocked that guy from me. Awwhhhh. I'm kind of touched though I'm a bit shocked.lol =]

Oh, there was this girl dancing with her boyfriend suddenly touched Jovi and danced with him. Hahahah! Jovi was kind of shocked but kept on dancing and was enjoying the girls' attention. And yealarh yealarh, I know you very babai larh.

After having fun in the club until around 3am, we went to Taylor's Lakeside by Aaron's car and someone got really crazy that he kept on hugging people around him in the car. Those 3 pity people were Ms. Tomato. Marissa and I. Gosh, he's really high like he's on E you know, kept on shouting with the windows rolled down.lol But okay larh, I admit it, we really enjoyed that very much. =] When we reached the college, we sang Birthday Song to Aaron as we got no chance to see him tomorrow.(His birthday is actually tomorrow) We were so high that I forgot that I left my IC. phone and money with him causing him to come back after around 10minutes. Sorry Aaron, I know it's my fault. T^T

We hangout at the 24/7 in the college, some were sleeping, some still very hyper, like me and Jovi, keep on talking with Ms. Tomato.lol But I'm the superb one cause at last they all cannot tahan and slept at the open air place, outside Truffles leaving me gazing at the stars, alone. Hahaahah! =] Only until 8am everyone woke up and had our breakfast at Subway. 

I was having hard times saying goodbye to Ms. Cyrus. Marissa and Jovi. I'll miss you guys so so much! ♥ =]

Conclusion: The first time clubbers were so not like the first time.lol So you can actually try to imagine how crazy we were last night. =] It was freaking fun! I LOVE YOU ALL HOTTIES! ♥♥♥ =]